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"Yet the unslumbering Shepherd of Israel, who careth for his people and watcheth over them for
good, left me not here; but after a few years brought my covenants to my remembrance with
dread and fear, and prepared me by deep baptisms, to become as clay in the potter's hand; being
introduced as into the awful state and condition of those who are sunk in the regions of death,
and cut off from all hopes of mercy. Oh! the horror and black darkness which I was made at that
time to feel! I cried out in my distress, Lord, deliver my soul, and I will follow thee. Being thus
humbled, his power secretly wrought in me, enabling me to confess him openly before men. By
the light which makes manifest, I now saw I must become joined to the Society of Friends,
believing they were the true followers of Christ, without any mixture of men's traditions.
"After this, only God know my trials, temptations, and trouble in the wilderness; the enemy of man's happiness endeavouring to deceive and carry me away by presenting false lights instead of the true. These conflicts brought me to experience a being baptized with the fire that burneth as an oven, and I was cast as it were into the furnace to be tried and purified from the dregs of nature, that so the earthly part might be dissolved and melted away as with fervent heat. It is thus that we pass through death to obtain the pure life of the Son of God manifest in the flesh, that we may no longer live unto ourselves, but unto him who sent his Son into the world to redeem through suffering a people to his praise, and to bear testimony to the excellency of the gospel. Oh! the resplendent beauty, light, and luster which shines around the followers of Christ, who are the faithful children of the day, called and chosen to be a peculiar people. Truly it may be said, God is in the midst of them."